He has left us

My grandfather left us today. It was very saddening.

Initially, there was a call to say that he was in critical condition and the doctors were doing blood transfusion for him. Then 5 minutes later, another call came to say that he had left us. Then, everything was so "blurry." My mother cried.I cried too. Although I knew that he was going to leave us soon, but I cannot take it that he had left us.

I felt so lost in school, couldnt really concentrate in classes. Then after school, I left to the funeral.
Saw him in the casket. I wanted to cry, but don't dare to.He looked so different. Like I don't know him anymore. Saw the ang-bao he gave me when I got into university when he wished me all the best for my studies. Recalled that day when I talked to him before my visit to HSA. Suddenly, it came upon me that he was gone.

I think that the most hurting thing in life is to really to lose someone you loved.

Ah gong, hao hao shang lu. Wish that you have happiness in your another life.We love you.

-23/10/2007

Comments

[Daphne]

hey.. i know what me or anyone else says will be of little comfort to you, but i just wanted to say that i know how it feels and it hurts very bad.. just wanna say that if you ever need someone to talk to, or a shoulder to cry on, i'm here for you, whenever, wherever. take care :)

[AnDReW]

XJ hang in there...

Remember still got us to help ya... if u ever need a helping hand/hearing ear/boxing bag (but pls dun hit too hard), u can find me :)